Sunshine Acid
02-21-2007, 06:47 AM
Yes how exciting, I am creating a blog here...In fact I hate that word blog. Its more of a random thoughts entry type deal.....
Don't know if I am going to update it hourly, daily, every other day, weekly, monthly, yearly, decadely, whenever I feel like it, or even at all. Your guess is just as good as mine. But here is the first entry...for today.
Entry for Febuary (Well I dont know the date exactly, but im sure thats pointless annyhow cause doesnt it say it on the top of each post?)
Well today has been a sorta of interesting day in my mind, not out of the ordinary or much different but my thoughts were kinda all over the place. Its on the eve after a night of a hellishly bad trip turned great trip. Right now I am in one of those dark beatnik kinda careless moods, intruiged by pain and bleakness. I've been kinda obsessed with the idea of death being inevitable but yet feared none the less. Dying doesn't bother me too much, of course I'd choose not to right this moment for the reason there are still things I want to do and know. But if I absolutley must die right now I wouldn't have a problem with it. I would like someone to explain to me the popular fear of no longer existing. I mean all of us didn't exist for the majortiy of time anyway but we didn't fear it then cause we weren't born yet. So why should we fear the great majority of time where we dont exist after death?
Onto a brighter thought, wouldn't life be alot more interesting if the hue of various things, including the sky, changed every once in a while? Things would seem happy and fresh for a little while. Unless of course it was an ominous emotionless color, that would just make people depressed and they'd probably start killing eachother, including themselves. I suppose that wouldn't go over to well. But the world would certainly be a better place with a pink sky, blue is good and all but too played out we see it too much, we need a change. Well that was more of a random idea I've been thinking about the past 20 minutes, someone has to think of these things.
Another element of thought that bothers me is the idea of time in general, no beginning no end paradox type shit that really gets on my nerves and thoughts. Its literally impossible to sit down and think about time in a serious manner without going absolutely ape shit into a insane, crazed, frusterated fit of seething anger and temporary psychosis. Dont believe me? Try it..or better yet give me a reasonably good explanation of the possibilities of the idea of time. Is a circular cycle possible in which the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning? I could also go into the whole time/relativity talk but thats another idea for another time, when I am feeling more coherent to actually discuss it and not die or foam from the mouth. So before you go to bed tonight, while laying there in the dark, just think about time.....for now I'm out and I'll leave you with random things...(not sure if this is a signature thing to do, or just my mood)
Facts you all need to know:
God and Big Foot play poker on Friday nights in Middle Earth
I dont know how to play poker.
The Beatles are quote "..Bigger than Jesus.."
I'm not religous..
I'll probably have too much to drink this weekend..
JFK, Martin Luther King jr, Bobby Kennedy, and John Lennon were all assassinated
Britney Spears is bald
and....prostitution should be legal, technically, if you really want to know why just ask.
Don't know if I am going to update it hourly, daily, every other day, weekly, monthly, yearly, decadely, whenever I feel like it, or even at all. Your guess is just as good as mine. But here is the first entry...for today.
Entry for Febuary (Well I dont know the date exactly, but im sure thats pointless annyhow cause doesnt it say it on the top of each post?)
Well today has been a sorta of interesting day in my mind, not out of the ordinary or much different but my thoughts were kinda all over the place. Its on the eve after a night of a hellishly bad trip turned great trip. Right now I am in one of those dark beatnik kinda careless moods, intruiged by pain and bleakness. I've been kinda obsessed with the idea of death being inevitable but yet feared none the less. Dying doesn't bother me too much, of course I'd choose not to right this moment for the reason there are still things I want to do and know. But if I absolutley must die right now I wouldn't have a problem with it. I would like someone to explain to me the popular fear of no longer existing. I mean all of us didn't exist for the majortiy of time anyway but we didn't fear it then cause we weren't born yet. So why should we fear the great majority of time where we dont exist after death?
Onto a brighter thought, wouldn't life be alot more interesting if the hue of various things, including the sky, changed every once in a while? Things would seem happy and fresh for a little while. Unless of course it was an ominous emotionless color, that would just make people depressed and they'd probably start killing eachother, including themselves. I suppose that wouldn't go over to well. But the world would certainly be a better place with a pink sky, blue is good and all but too played out we see it too much, we need a change. Well that was more of a random idea I've been thinking about the past 20 minutes, someone has to think of these things.
Another element of thought that bothers me is the idea of time in general, no beginning no end paradox type shit that really gets on my nerves and thoughts. Its literally impossible to sit down and think about time in a serious manner without going absolutely ape shit into a insane, crazed, frusterated fit of seething anger and temporary psychosis. Dont believe me? Try it..or better yet give me a reasonably good explanation of the possibilities of the idea of time. Is a circular cycle possible in which the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning? I could also go into the whole time/relativity talk but thats another idea for another time, when I am feeling more coherent to actually discuss it and not die or foam from the mouth. So before you go to bed tonight, while laying there in the dark, just think about time.....for now I'm out and I'll leave you with random things...(not sure if this is a signature thing to do, or just my mood)
Facts you all need to know:
God and Big Foot play poker on Friday nights in Middle Earth
I dont know how to play poker.
The Beatles are quote "..Bigger than Jesus.."
I'm not religous..
I'll probably have too much to drink this weekend..
JFK, Martin Luther King jr, Bobby Kennedy, and John Lennon were all assassinated
Britney Spears is bald
and....prostitution should be legal, technically, if you really want to know why just ask.